Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Pink Enough?


Geez. Has everything turned pink? I've seen pink hammers, pens, pink-dyed white chocolate covered strawberries, socks, toilet scrubbers--I'm pinked out.
I've finished all the treatment for breast cancer just in time for thirty one days of breast cancer awareness--I'm chronically aware.
I know, I know, this month of awareness will save lives and gains research dollars. I'm grateful. But are we hyper-aware, or is it just me?
I will admit, since my diagnosis, I've become a compulsive-handwashing-or-germ-gel-cleansing-internal checking (please let my blood counts be normal!)-external-checking-(oh my god! Is that lump on my thigh? Please let it be a fatty tumor, not a TUMOR!!)-hypochondriac.
Here's the problem. We are hyper pro-active on prevention and detection, but no one tells us what to do, how to handle the diagnosis until it's too late.
It's a kick in the gut. It's a "someone else take the wheel" moment.
Are we more aware or are we more afraid? We're training women to be good detectives, but once caught, what's next?
What do you do if it happens to you? How do we prepare women for the possibility of a breast cancer diagnosis?

Monday, October 5, 2009

unpacking your bags for survivorship


Two days after my radiation treatment completed, I boarded a plane for Canada! Within a week, we are moved in: pets, furnishings, cars, all in one place. And my kids will be here this weekend! Yea!
This is DAY ELEVEN of my survivorship, I am cancer-free, one of the girls in pink, just in time for Breast Cancer Awareness month. It was great see so many celebrations all over North America, particularly NFL players sporting pink for the cause.
Even more special, my friends Robin and Glenda honored me by running the Komen Race for the Cure in Houston, Texas! Texas friends kick ass! I wish I could have participated here, but radiation leaves you with a whole new kind of jet lag.
And, after 28 days of treatments, I have to fight the impulse to crawl into my microwave oven every morning! Too, I'm trying to relax, get off my worry-g0-round and enjoy the people I love.
Onward!
(above pic, Survivors' Flags from Susan G. Komen Houston Race for the Cure website)